Stress

1 case presentation by Thursday
3 case summaries to be submitted by this Friday
1 proposal

Mega stress triggering factor is EOP (end of semester) examination OnG posting either on next Thursday or Friday

Pray for me!!!

I'm kind of lost of interest in medicine
I don't know whether I choose the right path or not.
I miss my family badly, eventhough I just returned from home yesterday.
Medicine reduces my time with family.
I don't know I can take it or not.

Appreciate

He teach me to appreciate every single moments.
He teach me on accepting people's flaws.
Something happened, and you decide on how you want to react, what you want to learn from that tragedy.
Surely, He has something for you to learn.

People say
"Don't lose diamond while chasing the glass"
"You don't know which one is diamond or glass, until you lose the diamond"

In my opinion,
    We decide which one is glass, which one is the diamond.
    Everyone has their own flaws
    We decide to see them with their flaws as broken glasses or as glorious diamonds.
    Eventhough there is fake friend...
At least, it is not us.😉

I miss you AA, EZ, WNA, NA, AS.

Erti

Erti hidup

Mencari redha Dia

Apabila kita sayang akan sesuatu / seseorang, kita pasti nak dia suka pada kita, pada setiap yang kita lakukan.

Betul tak?

Contohnya;

Kita sayang mak ayah kita

Mak ayah kita larang balik lewat malam

Lalu, kita pun balik awal

Sebab apa??? Sebab sayang

Sebab hormat

Itulah erti sebenarnya kasih sayang

Erti hidup 

Kasih sayang pada Allah

Cinta Allah

Sebenar2 kasih

Kita cakap kita sayang Dia

Tapi setiap yang kita lakukan dalam hidup ni,

Agak-agak kita ada tak fikir

Allah bagi tak aku buat macam ni

Allah suka tak kalau aku buat macam ni

Allah murka ke kalau aku buat lagu ni

Allah makin sayang kat aku tak kalau aku buat macam ni

Allah redha tak setiap apa yang aku buat dalam hidup ni

Lalu

Seorang wanita ini berfikir

Pantaskah tindakan ku ini

Punya redha Ilahi

Atau sekadar menjemput murka-Nya

Untuk siapakah kamu menyukai seseorang

Memendam rasa?

Mengapa disimpan perasaan itu?

Mengapa disemai rasa itu?

Disemai dengan memori2 

Disemai dengan angan2

Yang mungkin hanyalah angan2 mat jenin

Mengapa???

Adakah kerana Allah?

Lenakah engkau selama ini?

Kau terfikir atau tidak

Mungkin tindakan kau ini hanyalah menempah murka Dia

Di saat kau ingin melupakannya

Apakah asbabnya?

Adakah hanya kerana mahu menumpukan perhatian kepada pelajaran?

Adakah kerana dia lebih baik dan lebih layak digandingkan dengan seseorang yang jauh lebih baik daripada diri kau?

Maka kamu mahu melupakan dia?

Adakah itu asbabmu wahai sayang???

Tidakkah sepertinya logikmu mengatakan aku lebih tahu untuk siapa si dia dijodohkan?

Siapa kamu sebenarnya?

Benar2 hamba Dia atau sekadar hamba di bibir

Tetapi bertuhankan diri sendiri???

Kamu mahu melupakannya

Tapi sayang....

Apakah asbabmu sayangku permata...

Di manakah sayangmu pada Pemilik hatimu. . .

Di manakah katanya mahu mencari redha Dia. . . . .?

Tetapi setiap tindakan lagaknya hanya untuk kepentingan diri sendiri

Di manakah bukti segala sayang yang kauucapkan

Segala harapan kau

Yakni mencari redha Dia

Sedarlah sayangku

Setiap nafas

Setiap saat

Adalah milik Dia

Jika kaubicarakan

Mahu mencari redha Dia dalam hidup ini

Makanya, setiap saat dalam hidup kau ini mestilah diniatkan untuk mencari redha Dia

Berharap setiap yang kaulakukan itu

Beroleh redhaNya

Dicintai Ilahi

Lupakanlah dia

Lupakanlah perasaan itu

Lepaskanlah rasa yang menyesak dada itu

Dengan kalimah Lailahaillallah

Dengan rasa sayang pada Allah

Dengan cinta pada-Nya

Dengan mengingati suruhan dan larangan-Nya

Dengan pengharapan bahawa ALLAH SUKA, REDHA, IZINKAN AKU dalam tindakanku ini.

InsyaAllah Amin

--> Allah yang beri kita hidup, maka hiduplah kerana Dia

--> buatlah sesuatu perkara dengan akal, dan fikir semoga Allah suka pada apa yang aku lakukan ini.

InsyaAllah amin ☺

Miss you

I miss her so much

Of course I do contact her

But just feeling to write here


- You don't know how much you love something / someone until you know you will / are lossing / already lose them -



💝

He / She

🧠

She's soft yet a really tough one

She is learning yet can be learned

She is full of surprises

She will never be faded

There is only new findings about her, from time to time

She couldn't really talk, but she can makes others to talk

She couldn't really see yet she's the one that instruct others to see

She is the one that perceive

She couldn't move, but without her, others can't move at all.

She is the one that sense thing that sometimes doesn't make sense.. 

Technically, she is the mastermind

She instinctively aware of everything around us. 

She can fall in love within a second after been through a stressful day.

She can make us happy but we can also make her happy.

If we hurt ourselves, we also hurt her.

If she got hurted, we'll be hurted too.. 

She is so busy, but she always make time for us (actually she is busy making time for us)

Eventhough with a really hectic life that she has, she will always make sure that everything is served and stored accordingly.

She's so complicated yet she can be mapped (although might took thousands years)

..... There is a lot more about her to be described 😉

Brain creating ideas how to describe herself
😎

!!!

Alhamdulillah!!!

Pernah tak rasa tertekan sampai dah tak daya nak nangis

Itu semalam

Pernah tak rasa bersyukur sangat sampai rasa nangis 😭

Ini hari ini

Want to do great thing???

Yeah, there are lot of things that must be learned in order to do great thing. 💪

Umpama masak nasi putih dengan masak nasi bukhari

Ibarat sediakan air kosong dan ABC

Seperti kekal di tempat sendiri atau merantau, mencari sesuatu untuk dipelajari atau disumbangkan di tempat orang

Great efforts --> great results

Maka bertabahlah 😎

Dan teruskan berusaha.

You need to console yourself

Even thousands people in the world trying to console you, but if you dont console yourself, nothing gonna change.

And after all, anything can happen if Allah will it.

Don't worry too much about your ability

You just gonna try harder with time

Never doubt Allah the Most Powerful to give or make anything happen

Train yourself to have faith in Him in every condition

Even when you are at ease or during tough time

💪💪💪

Chaiyokkk!!!

Jumaat ni pt git 1, need to submit the proposal with the ethic form to the supervisor.