Haishhh

Stress dengan diri sendiri
Ke mana perginyaaa semangattt untuk belajarrr
Rasa macam nak penampaq laju2 (mohong sangat hahahahaha)

Aku rinduuuu gilaaaa semangattt belajarrrr akuuu masaa diplomaaaaa
Aku seru niiii
Datangggglahhhh!!!
😂 😂 😂

Sejak kebelakangan ni, Aku kerap merapu kat sini,
Merapu kat twitter nanti people get annoyed pulak
Aku pun annoyed 😂😅
Maybe I just need to stop doing things that I didn't do during my diploma.
Start doing (trying) things that I usually did before.
+ some adjustments to my current life. 😁

Okayyy nak carii balikkk semangatttt macam masa diplomaaaa
Semoga Aku ketemuuuunya.
Aminnnn😀💪💪💪📚

ELC PRESENTATION

Done presentation for ELC!!
I didn't slept last night.
I just slept from 5.20 to 6.50 am this morning.
It is like miracle
I don't know that I can get through this
Eventhough I unintentionally slept during this morning class, but it was not for a long period, it was just like a few seconds. Hahahaha 😂

Now, it is just 11.15 and I am already get sleepy.
Tomorrow, I want to go to CPC, the topics will be on dermatology.
Kind of interesting right. 😋

For now on, I just need to focus on medical subject as English class has reached the end just now muehehehee
Im a little bit sad
However, Im also grateful.
I have more time to study.
Okkkkkkkayyyyyyyyyy
Studyyyyy💪💪💪📚🏃💉😁

LAB anatomi

MSK module
The contents of this module are learning about bones, muscles, nerves involved and blood supply to that regions.
Today, it is a second lab session for this module.
Yeayy 🎉🎉 we learn from the cadaver.
Since we have just learnt about the upper limb, hence the specimen given is just the upper limb.
All those fleshy things, we can touch it, but obviously we must wear the gloves.

I will write more about my life in medical school soon

Tomorrow, I will having a presentation for my English subject 💪💪💪

>datangsininakbelajarkan<
>taknakulangkesakitanspm<

💪💪💪

Bestnyaaa tengok doktor2 muda ni

I am thinking on how they survived their medical school 😕
How they managed to handle all of those super duper lots of info

💪💪💪

Love yourself till whatever they say about you, you'll still look yourself as precious creation 😁

Rindu

Rinduuuu olahraga
Rindu latihan lepas asar
Rindu nak lompat jauh
Rindu nak lompat kijang
Rindu laaaaa 😢

Always

Remember Wani!!!
Action always speak louder than words
Work silently Wani!!
Let's the success scream!
💪💪💪😉

5 lessons from kids

1# LETS BYGONES BE BYGONES
When they fall, yes they do cry, but after that, they'll just enjoy doing other stuffs, and forget the pain

2# BE BRAVE TO TRY
They love adventure
They are not afraid of trying to do new things

3# JUST DO IT
They do not complain, they JUST DO IT!!
Yeah, maybe some of them not able to talk yet, but still, I believe that they do not complain

4# GRAB THE OPPORTUNITY

5# ENJOY EVERY MOMENT

They . . .

They don't know your struggles

Let it be

It's better that way

They don't know what you've been through

Let it be

It's better that way

They don't know what you feel

Let it be

It's better that way

They don't know what you want

Let it be

It's better that way

They don't know the sorrow in you

Let it be

It's better that way

They don't know it . . . .

But they pretend that they know a lot about you

Let it be

Concile, don't feel, don't let them know

Even when they know, just let it go let it go . . . .

Just turn away and slam the door of kindness

It is always better that way . . . .

4th week of MBBS

Assalamualaikum

4th week of module

If + eidul adha = 5th week

I'm enjoying my degree life, my mbbs

The subjects are interesting.

That's the reason why i feel quite fun learning medicine.

But the contents are a lot.

It is okay, my father once told me that

"if other people can do that, why won't you?"

InsyaAllah, i can make this through.

I'll try my very best!

Allah please help me. Amin

My cousin (whom is a MO already)

Told me that;

Once you enter this medicine, you must have willing to sacrifice your precious (sleeping) time to study.

You just need to study.

You can do it.

She said those, and i hope so. Heee

What ever field you're in, please do your very best.

Allah have chose us to be in our place,

Be grateful. :)

Degree!!!!

Assalamualaikum

Hai hai hai

3 september 2016
Dalam auditorium 1, menunggu taklimat

I'm officially student year 1 mbbs240

Finally!!! The day come

Okay, no time to relax, to fun gile2,

Time to achieve my dream!!!

I'm glad, grateful and thankful to Allah.

I got the opportunity to further study with my best friend.

Only some people get this oppurtunity, only few get chances to further their dream.

Hence, i MUST do my very best in this degree.

Allah have give me this chance, i need to grab it!!

Alhamdulillah.

And to fellow friends, please do your very best in your study, eventhough it might seem tough / difficult / boring or whatever -ve thinking.

Allah give us so many to thankful rather than to complain of.

Dah lepas taklimat rasa bersemangat sangat!!! Hahaha ;)
Tambah pula nyanyi lagu wawasan setia uitm, agak menusuk juga lah.
Yang bestnya ada kampus sg buloh!!!
Wahh!!! Manyak syok maaa. Hahaha :)
Ok semangat dah datang, ayuhlah kejar impian!!!
INGAT MAK AYAH!!! Ngee

May Allah give us strength and hidayah

Cubit paha

Cubit paha kanan

Paha kiri terasa

Berat mata memandang

Berat lagi bahu yang memikul

Kalaulah boleh dipindahkan beban tu ke bahu ni. . .

Somehow, it hurts me, too...

My spirit to pack my stuffs gone,

But Allah know the best

Let's pray for you, sweetie

May Allah ease it

Sometimes, i wish it wasn't true

It's kind of rude right saying that.

But, how i wish it wasn't true.

I know you're hoping for it too.

I'm sorry, i cann't do anything

It must be tougher for you.

Hope Allah will help you to achieve your goal!!

EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON

Allah's there

SAWAn

Assalamualaikum

This entry is kind of "diary" . 

Takyah baca kalau nak tambah ilmu.

Bacalah sekadar suka2. ^_^

30 April 2016- tarikh nikah+ majlis kenduri mot

.....

Maka bermukimlah S, W dan A di taiping.

Nora tak berkesempatan untuk join the club in reality sbb koku dia (lumrah student, haruslah akur kalau tak nak masalah lain pula yang timbul) . 

Tapi nora join in virtual.

Live update kami kasi, mana yg sempat jela.huhuhu.

Khamis 28 April 2016

Kami check in hotel (sponsored by syira azahar. Thank you babe!! <3) dah maghrib.

Keterujaan aku berjumpa dengan Aina n Syira mengalahkan aku menang award (*walaupun tak pernah dapat apa2 award ;) hahaha)

Alhamdulillah masih dapat dikawal, walaupun rasa nak jerit dan peluk korang ketat2 .hahahaha.

Nasib baik mak ayah aku ada kat tempat kejadian, kalau tak "selamat" lah korang. Hahahaha.

Macam jumpa nora kat stesen bas kk, nyaris2 je terlompat kat situ. Meh3

Lalu, kami pun santai2, solat dan buat apa yang patut.

Memandangkan perut berkeroncong, kitorg keluar for food huntings la konon (acah2 je, dinner hunting sebenarnya)

Well perempuan, aku ikut kau, kau ikut aku, sampai dah pusing penjara dan taman tasik, end up makan kt the gate.kah3

Hajat di hati nak sponsor burger china town, alahai lalu di tmpt kejadian tak jmpa la pula.

Lepas tu lepak jap kt dataran mpt.

Tengok budak2 baru nak up main rollerblade.

Balik hotel, kemain lagi borak.

Sampai pkul 2.30/3 pagi.

Terasa macam ada adrenalin rush time tu. ;)

Dari bab aku, aina, syira.

Nak lagi!!!! Pretty pleaseeeee :'( 

Jumaat 29 April 2016

Melawat sekolah / tempat bersejarah / tempat pelbagai kejadian suka duka / menimba membesen ilmu , tapi bukan tanah tumpahnya darahku kui3

Tanah tumpahnya air minumanku ada la sekali dua.

Kami yang pada mulanya takda tujuan nak pegi sekolah melainkan hanya nak pegi sekolah.hahaha

Pantas mencari sebab, lalu terfikir ada sijil yang kami tak ambil lagi.so, itu dijadikan alasan.kah3

Rezeki kami! Baru disebut2 semalam pasal hari sukan. Tup2 jumaat tu hari sukan.

Mau nak melonjak lagi la.hahaha.

Tapi sedihnya, hari sukan 2016 ≠ hari sukan 2008-2012

Tak meriah langsung habaq hang.

Takda hias rumah sukan, takda perarakan rumah sukan.

Yela, kan sebab el-nino.takleh expose budak2 bawah matahari lama2.

Kami sempat la menghadiri (gitu) majlis penutupan dan penyampaian hadiah.

Yang ni meriah la juga, sebab dapat hadiah kan, sape tak suka.hahaha.

Time ni la banyak flashback.

Teringat zaman kegemilangan (kononnya) bersukan.

Aku geng syira, rumah alpha, time alpha (kuning) menang kemain la kitorg, sian aina gamma (merah) sorang2. Hehehe

Majlis penyampaian hadiah

Time ni mula la flashback macam2 with the girls
Sape batch13 yg menang itu ini,
Tukang amik gambar: danish
Sape batch13 yg akan sorak kuat2 kalau rumah sukan dyorg menang. . .
Etc . . . .

Jumpa cikgu2, alhamdulillah, cikgu2 masih cam kitorg.

Cikgu rosma (my forever beloved math teacher): wani..., mana boleh lupa, pengawas koperasi ada tertampal di dahi dia. *aku pun macam nak ter check dahi aku ada apa.aduyai hahaha.rindu la, teringat balik.

Ckgu ni satu2nya ckgu yg lipat tudung aku macam ape je, macam makcik2 pun ada, lipat bulat.aduyai.

Kalau jaga koperasi, dapat ckgu rosma, ini terbaikkkk!!

Ada satu ketika, aku suka beli cloud 9, setiap hari, dah jadi macam makanan ruji aku je masa tu.

Haaa, 1 hari ditangkap oleh ckgu ni masa nak bayar time dah habis bertugas tu, haaa apa lagi, bersyarahlah dia kat pelajar dia sorg ni.

Tak pernah nampak ckgu moody.

Ckgu ni best, dy ajar detail dan mudah memang kena la dgn aku.

Selain tu, ckgu feberet aku, ckgu kushairi, just called him ckgu kucai.

Bdk2 lelaki tak berapa suka sbb ckgu ni selalu tegur dyorg, psl rambutlah, baju tak tight in, dll.biasa la jiwa memberontak kan masa tu.

Dia ckgu pj merangkap jurulatih olahraga.

Bagus cara dan prinsip ckgu ni.

Dia pentingkan semangat dan usaha.

Bukannya bakat semata2.

Aku yang tak berapa nak ada bakat sangat ni, dia bagi peluang untuk join the club, pasukan olahraga sekolah.

Mula2 aku jadi simpanan je masa lower form, and of course aku tak menyerlah langsung, hahaha aku bukan olahragawati sekolah naaa.kui3

Tapi aku enjoy dalam pasukan dan kelab ni. Sebab banyak input yang aku dapat 

Bukan dari segi sukan je, tapi pengisian rohani pun ada juga.
Pernah berdiskusi maksud al-fatihah lagi tuu
Sesi kaunseling pun pernah. Hahaha ^_^

Kadang2 ckgu belanja makan aiskrim lepas training kat smke vii.

Aku rindu nak bersukan macam dulu!!!! >_<

Nak turun hampir setiap petang, usai solat asar.

Turun naik tangga hostel.

Jogging hostel-sekolah-hostel sebagai warming up.

Rindu nak melayangkan diri atas pasir lompat jauh / lompat kijang.

Rindunyaaa!!!
Kalau masa diploma, nak cari geng bersenam susah sikit.
Ada memang ada, tapi masing2 ada jadual masing2,
So hmmm exercise with adele, cellion deon, taylor swift, lenka etc
Btw

Aku sayang memori aku masa di smktt!!!

Ada je yang pahit, tapi org suruh telan yang pahit tu, so bermukimlah memori pahit ku kat hempedu aku, tidak dinyahtinjakan kesemuanya. Hahaha

Aku simpan memori2 manis, suka, riang ria raya, ramadhan, elok2. InsyaAllah

Ckgu fadzil, ckgu krs dan ckgu seni aku.

Ckgu ni baik, best happening, tapi aku banyak buat salah kat dia, ish3 tak patut betul la. Tido tertido masa kelas teori seni, asyik cakap "tak reti la ckgu" / "macam mana ckgu, tak jadi pun" apabila diberi tugasan suruh lukis benda pelik2 (buah, bunga dll yg dilukis secara lebih matang dan realistik, bukan macam zaman tadika / sek rendah)

Walaupun cikgu dah tunjuk demo, of course!! Setiap satu semua ckgu demo dulu, baguih tau ckgu kami ni.

Tapi tu la. Nasib dapat anak murid tangan kurang berseni melukis bagai ni.

Badan dah halus, cuma bila bab seni tak berapa nak halus. Maapinn.hahaha ^_^

Aku suka part dah siap lukis, meh sini aku warnakan boleh la.tu pun mewarna macam ape je lagi. Tak halus langsung!!

Ckgu ni la yang semangat latih pasukan kawad kaki sekolah kami sampai jadi juara negeri zon ape tah.time tu tiba2 plak buat 2 zon, + takda peringkat kebangsaan, kitorg bersemangat waja jitu tulus suci murni kami nak p lawan, tapi takdok, redha jela.

Banyak lagi ckgu2 yang aku sayang.

Tapi sayangnya ada yang dah pindah, macam tcher suzy, cik pah.

Semoga ckgu2 dan yang menaip, membaca ni panjang umur, murah rezeki, dapat jumpa lagi.

Harap masa tu aku dah berjaya, kasi ckgu2 happy. Amin

So, petang tu pula kami merendek meronda kat aeon mall.

Syira jumpa adik dia, aimi.

So, aku dating la dgn aina.

Acah2 window shopping, nak cari hadiah mot, alih2 berapa jam kami pusing2 kat situ.

Rasa gegirl womanizer sgt time tu 

Usha handbags la, kasut, heels la, mainan budak2 la.
Hanya mampu nengok jele buat masa ni.

Pastu berangan, nanti dah kerja kita window shopping lagi ye aina, sekalian nora syira oppss mot dh kawin boleh ke join.hehehe

Tiba2 cadangan untuk midnight movie diapprove.

Ptg tu pegi jengah mot kat rumah, sempat tgk baju kawin dy, tengok bilik pengantin (*correction. Lepak chill solat jap dalam tu. Hehe)

Teruja juga jumpa mot!! Jumpa kat rumah
Face-to-face, + without ur purdah heee
Makan malam sekali kat rumah pengantin,
Terima kasih mot dan keluarga
Then, midnight movie . . .

1st time kot!!!

Konklusinya, takleh dah lepas ni sebab mengantuk.hahaha

Syira with her surprise to aina, dijemput adik mereka join.

Aku tersurprise sikit sebab macam ada something inside her mind bila syira kata masuk dulu panggung, padahal semua menuju ke tempat yang sama.

Sebelum masuk panggung pun dah ternampak macam kelibatan adik dyorg, ingatkan salah tengok.

So, usai wayang, borak jap depan tesco, balik hotel, aku dah mengantuk tahap ape je, dyorg sambung lepak kat lobi hotel.

Lantas, wani pun menarik selimut dengan nikmatnya ketiduran.hahaha.

So, esoknya hari yang mendebarkan.

Sabtu 30 April 2016

Mot nikah!!! What?!!

Aku syira aina menyaksikan saat mendebarkan tu. Gituuu hahaha

Duduk belakang sikit daripada pengantin, mata tertumpu di depan, tapi mulut masing2 tak terkatup rapat,

"weh tak percayanya mot nak kawin dah!!"

"takutnya!!macam mana la mot" oh noo

"weh 21 dah kawin dah!! Kita ni....."

"cuba bayangkan, tiba2 ada orang masuk meminang ....oh nooo"

"kalau ada nora ni, mau dah menangis dah.hahaha"

"kalau ada nora ni, havoc ni. ....." hahaha

Pastu, melalut sikit.hahaha

Dalam hati bercampur baur rasa, sebak, terharu, sedih, gembira.

Ini kitorg Kawan dia, mak ayah mot macam mana la rasa.

Tuan punya badan lagi laa.

Tapi masa mot lepas bertunang hari tu, tanya dia, dah ready ke, "dah lama aku ready"

Macam histeria aku, tasnim, nora dalam kereta tu dengar mot cakap macam tu hahahaha. Semua menjerit.hahaha

Perempuan2. Huhu. That's what makes us special, right? Haha yela tu...

Sempoi je majlis mot.smart. Kitorg makan tepi swimming pool!!

Lauk sedap!!

Time ni jumpa la kejap batchmates.

The first 1 to get married among batch 13, is mot.
Orang yang sangat rapat dengan aku, terlampau rapat masa upperform.

Semoga rumahtangga mot dan ubai diberkati Ilahi.

Nora.walaupun hang takda kat tempat kejadian tapi kami ingat kat hang.

InsyaAllah kita dapat bersua 5 orang serentak.

Do your best my precious friends!!

Aina

Mot
Syira

Nora

Man jadda wa jadda!!

May our friendship last forever

---> lots of laugh and love: budak koop feberet korang.haha ^_^ <---

Entri yang dah berkurun

Rindu kalian, don't know how to describe it, but really miss all of you!!! :'( 

Nak face-to-face conversation, baru havoc

Nak contact, tapi tak nak mengganggu kalian, so sampaikan rindu kat sini <3 

Sentiasa ingat dan rindu korang hmm hmmm hmmm

2am

It's 2 am right now, going to sleep.

But something does bother me. >_< 

The result (penerapan uitm) will be on the next monday 8/8/16

I think i'm totally doomed!!!

The closer the date, the more stressful i am.

I'm somehow quite excited to know which field i'll be studied in, for my degree.

But . . . . .

I'm quite afraid of something.

Ok, my first choice is mbbs240 sarjana muda perubatan dan sarjana muda pembedahan

2nd: sarjana muda fisioterapi (hons)

3rd: sarjana muda sains (hons) kimia forensik

I do love biology, i do fall in <3 in chemistry, i'm happy to study physics.

Hmmm why did i put fisio as my second choice????? It should be forensic chem.

Some of my friends did said "sure you'll get mbbs"

Ohhhh come on. >...<

It makes me more scared, almost loss my mind

The overthinking dramas start with,

If i get the 1st choice (mbbs), i'm questioning myself:

"Can i go through that??"

"Do i really deserve it??"

"Then, physician will be my career, can i cope with 'their' lifestyle, more to the schedule, the super hectic life?? I want to have fun with my family too, i want to spend my time with my parents, eventhough i'm working"

"How i'll study the MEGA amount of medical stuffs??? Can i?? Will i able??"

>>…<<

The lists continue . . . . .

Next, if i get the 2nd choice which is fisio . . .

Oh myyyyy, i'm questioning myself, why did.  i put that course as my 2nd choice :'( 

I really cann't imagine how i'll work in that career.

In simple word, i just don't want. . . .

Next, 3rd choice (forensic chem)

It should be my 2nd choice.

My lecturer said that this course is major in chemistry and the forensic is just a minor part.

Sometimes, i do hope, if i didn't get the 1st choice, please give me this choice.

But, logically, how can the admin skip the 2nd choice and give me the 3rd choice.

But Allah have power to do that.

I hope time will be so smooth and slow, after the result came out. :-D 

I just need to express it.

I just need to say it out.

I'm not expecting much, just for self satisfaction

Thank you family, friends, people, having faith in me. :'( 

Sorry if i've disappoint you.

What ever will be, may Allah give us strength and patient to go through it, together

I don't know the course that i'll get

>really hope that i'll be studying medicine with aina asyran ;-) <

But i'm pretty sure that Allah know the best for me.

Suddenly, feeling sinful :'( 

Sempurna

Hati ini resah

Hati ini gelisah

Hati ini kepenatan

Akal ini buntu

Akal ini terasa berserabut

Akal ini seperti hilang punca

Jiwa meronta

Hati menangis

Terluka

Fizikal tak bermaya

Lemah

Longlai

Meniti hari seperti biasa

Engkau makan

Aku makan

Engkau minum

Aku minum

Engkau tidur

Aku tidur

Tapi hati ini terasa berat

Sepertinya ia memikul beban yang dahsyat

Hingga rasa tidak bermaya lagi

Ya Allah

Tolong aku Ya Rahman

Dugaan ini terasa perit sekali

Bermain dengan konflik jiwa

Aku penat!!

Aku buntu!!

Aku terseksa!!

Aku menangis!!

Aku tersungkur!!

Dek bebanan dosa yang kugalas

"Mengapa terasa berat sekali"

Mungkin kaulupa

Mari aku ingatkan dikau

"Dosamu banyak wahai manusia!!"

"Sudahkah engkau beristighfar kepada-Nya?"

"Jika YA. Bila?! Bila kali terakhir bait2 kata suci itu zahir di bibirmu?!"

"Sudahkah engkau bertaubat?!"

Bersujud dalam dua rakaat solat taubat

"Hatimu sakit bukan?!"

"Sudahkah engkau mendiagnosis hatimu?!"

"Sesungguh DIA punya jawapan"

"DIA lah jawapan dek semua "sakit" kau"

"DIA rindu akan engkau"

"DIA sayang akan engkau"

Maka dikirimkanNya "sakit" itu

Agar kaurasa

Agar kausedar

Agar kausegera menDIAgnosis dirimu

Agar engkau kembali pada DIA

Yang memberi segalanya padamu

Yang berkuasa mengambil apa2 daripadamu

Yang mengujimu

Yang menyembuhkanmu

Jiwa raga

Mental fizikal

Emosi rohani

Semua jawapan ada pada DIA

Jangan kaucari kesempurnaan dalam dunia yang fana ini

Jangan kaucari kesempurnaan pada makhluk ciptaanNya

Kelak kauakan lelah

Kelak kauakan sesak dan semak dengan semuanya

Sedarlah

Kesempurnaan itu hanya ada pada Pencipta Agung Allah Ya Rabb

Inspired from team #diagnosis #diagnosis2

Diagnosis apokalips dan seangkatan dengannya masih dalam pembentangan bajet 2016 hehehe.(dalam proses nak beli)

Good job to those doctors and specialist :-D 

 + if and only if the doctors read this, i'll let you know one thing: you guys did a great and marvellous jobs!!

Keep inspiring people and all the best!!

Hati

Jangan kaucuri hati ini

Kelak mati hatiku

Kerana hati ini hanya hidup dengan adanya Dia

Jangan kautambat hati ini dengan ikatan yang kau reka

Kelak andai longgar ikatan itu, kita mungkin akan terpisah

>Putus tak bertali<

Jangan kautawan hati ini

Kelak mungkin seluruh kerajaan dan penghuni akan sengsara

Kerana hati ini bukan daerah untuk ditawan

Jangan kau jangan . . . .

Sekadar berpuitis di kala otak mula menjana madah puitis

See you soon

A short update

Assalamualaikum

Salam sejahtera

*bkn skema, cuma ingin berbahasa :)

InsyaAllah, one of my close friends (SAWAN)

will marry this saturday.

Hence, the other of SAWAN will attend the wedding ceremony.

I am so excited to meet them

Especially to those i've not met after majlis anugerah sekolah.

Yeah. The ceremony for our achievement in spm.

That was the last time i met Aina and Syira.

It is like a dream man!!

Mcm over tp biar la hiperbola sikit, ke nk tmbh dgn metafora skli.hahaha.

Kerinduan yg teramat.

InsyaAllah, we'll meet tomorrow evening.

May we have a safe journey

And to syira.

I know that u'll read this after you have finished your academic test, or after a very long time (due to her hectic life, forgive her)

but i pray for your best in the test.

May Allah help you.

And hashtag aina win #bilaperempuanpackingbarang

Hahahaha ^_^
Tak sabar nk tgk hg dgn syira melaram.hahahaha
Sifu2 ajarin gue yaaa hahaha
^_^

Nothing much to say
 because i've save it for tomorrow .... Hahaha :)

To Nora, it is ok as long as you still remember miss and love us. ;)

We do pray for your good performance in university, too.

What ever you do now will effect your future.

I mean, we can give courage or suggestions to you

But you gonna decide based on your circumstance

And you are the one that is responsible on your decision

You will be granted or be punished based on your decision

Don't worry too much

We still support you.

Maybe we'll meet again.

To Mot

Typing typing typing..........

I'm figuring what i'm gonna say to you, here.heh

I hope that you'll be blessed, including your marriage (*coming.....) :)

Be strong

Enjoy it!!

We love you

Sorry if i've been so mean on you.

>_<

Till we meet.

*short ---> not-too-short entry

Ibu

Assalamualaikum

Ibu

Mak

Ummi

Mummy

Mama

Ma

Etc

I just wanna share about my feeling

I'm not a mother

But i'm aunt now!!!

Tak kawin lagi tp dapat anak dah

I mean anak saudara jelah.hahahaha

I still remember the moment i accompanied my sister for her pregnancy checkup.

The pregnancy was about 8 months.

The specialist (OnG) was an indian / singh (maybe) woman

She was really kind

I asked her what is this while pointing to the screen

She said it is the baby's heart.

And guess what....

It's BEATING man!!!

Subhanallah

I felt so touched

Teras naluri keibuan tiba2 terpancar

Ok hiperbola sikit.hahaha

But seriously, i feel so touched, i'm kind of happy, kind of hmmmm

Couldn't describe it into words

She showed me the heart and the backbone

I didn't have a chance to capture it.

Yet i still remember it.

Then, i started to wonder how my sister's feeling,

If i can feel really touched, then how about her, mother to the baby.

Woowww

I wonder how my parents felt

I started to feel grateful

It is really fantastic

It is really beautiful

There is baby (human) inside a human called mother.

Woowwww

I suggest you to feel or watch it

It is really beautiful feeling

Realizing how powerful our Creator

Allahu Akbar

And now, my niece already 10 months

She grows so fast

How time flies

Some people said to me

"ala. Biasa la. Cucu sulung, mesti la semua excited."

Then, so what?!

Of course, we are excited

InsyaAllah i'll still show my excitement to my next nieces and nephews

I really hope, and insyaAllah i'll love and treat my nieces and nephews equally

Sabar je lah. . .

Aku pantang betul la.
Banyak sungguh alasannya.

A reminder to myself:
No matter how worse you are in any subject, no matter how bad you feel you are in that subject, no matter how strict the lecturer,
Please please please
Go to the class
It is your responsibility
You are the one who need to handle it
You are the one who need to cope with the problems, such being clueless on that subject, being bored during the classes, being fed up with the subject, being afraid or fed up with the lecturer.
Remember, other people also have other commitments.
But they still managed to go to the classes,
For example, as a lecturer, if he/she is willing to do replacement class, or being commited with the lecture session, being able to come to the classes even at late of evening or as early in the morning.
Please please please
APPRECIATE IT
They're also tired
They're also have lots of works to do
Please please please
Remind yourself about your priorities
Do not "hantam jelah"
Remind yourself about your priority
Because
Priority determine commitments
When you're able to recognise your priority,
You'll able to identify which one needs your commitments,
How many efforts or commitments do have to put on

Remember WANI
Appreciate every moment, every second, every breath that Allah give it to you.

Do you ever feel being disappointed by other people?
Hence, do not ever try to displease other by your attitude.
You just need to try your best to fulfill your responsibility
Responsibility as
His slave
A daughter or son
A STUDENT
A sister or brother
A friend
Etc
Be a good one

Be a good girl that you always have to be
Concile, don't feel, don't let them know

Datanglah~ Datanglah~~

Oh semangat, di manakah dikau?

Kuseru mu, oh semangat!!

This is the final week for lecture session in part 6.

Close your tired eyes, relax and then,

Count from one to ten, and

Open them. 🎶🎵

If you have any problems or enquiries,

You are welcome to email me.

I love to hear other's confession, story, ideas.

It helps me to think rationally. Hahaha

I'll be having Basic Instrumental Analysis (CHM260) Quizzes on this coming Monday, presentation on our fyp (Final Year Project), on Wednesday i'll be having Test 2 Inorganic Chemistry (CHM361) and the last day (friday) --> Test 3 Basic Instrumental Analysis (CHM260).

For me, this is not too pack, as compared to before.

So. Wani. You can do this!!!

But the most important thing is i need to submit 3 more lab report on inorganic chem by this week.

And by means, i have to finish it by this weekend!!

It is not weekEND

It is a new beginning for next week.

Jauh.....

Hubungan jarak jauh agak sukar

Jika

Tanpa kepercayaan yang utuh

Tanpa komitmen yang bersungguh

Tanpa kesetiaan yang diharapkan

Tanpa kasih sayang terpamer

Tanpa usaha jitu untuk bertahan

Hanya Allah yang mampu mempermudahkan segala urusan hamba-Nya

Bawalah Dia, sematkan Dia dalam hati

Sebutlah bait-bait kata indah di bibirmu dalam meniti hari

Dalam zikir munajat, mensyukuri segala nikmat yang diberi

Dalam sujud syahdu di sepertiga malam, bermuhasabah diri

Memohon diberi kekuatan dari Maha Pencipta

Kalau dah jodoh, dari Malaysia ke UAE pn bleh.

MENCARI BAHAGIA

Assalamualaikum

Tazkirah jumaat sikit.

tazkirah sangat.huhuhu.

Kenal akan keindahan dan sanggup menyatakan keindahan itu kepada orang lain.

-Hamka

I’m here to share a wonderful issue which is being HAPPY.

What do you think about being happy?

Are you happy right now?

Yes or no? or maybe undefined / “I don’t know whether I’m happy or not”

That last kind of people is in the most dangerous situation.  Parah ni. No no no

This post will be in English and Malay Language = rojak bhsa (bukan rojak buah naa.hee). 
Please stay tuned ^_^

1 perkara yang sangat indah which is bahagia.

Siapa yang tak mahu bahagia kan?

Orang gila mental pun nak bahagia, sampai terkadang terlebih bahagia, 
takpe yang tu kes lain, moga kita masih waras ni dapat kebahagiaan.

Bukan senang nak senang, tapi tak susah nak susah kan.

Tapi sesuatu perkara itu masih boleh tercapai dengan adanya usaha dan izin Allah.

Oleh itu, marilah berusaha mencari kebahagiaan dan memohon izin Allah.

Ok, now. Do you have the answer regarding to question above?

It you still doesn’t know whether you are happy or unhappy, you can check it by take a look at what do you feel just after you wake up in the morning?
Hence, what were you felt this morning? You know it better.

This is as stated by Prof Muhaya in a television program which is Positif pagi.”

You may said you are happy right now, but you should also checked it.

According Prof, there are 4 types of persons in defining their happiness.

Bagi aku, orang yang jenis ni memang sangat ramai dan selalu juga meniti di telinga ni, dan mungkin ada yang pernah meniti di bibir masing-masing.

KEBAHAGIAAN BERSYARAT

Come on!! Nak masuk U semestinya ada syarat, tapi tak kan diri sendiri nak rasa seronok aka bahagia pun nak kena ada SYARAT??.

Wake up!!!

Orang kategori ini selalu mengatakan bahawa dia akan bahagia hanya kalau, contohnya:

“Aku akan bahagia kalau aku ada rumah besar”

“Aku akan bahagia kalau aku ada duit banyak”

How do you know you’ll be happy when you have all that “requirements”?

Do you have a guarantee for that?

Pastu, kalau tak dapat tu tak bahagia la?!! Padahal boleh je.

Allah kan ada. Allah yang bagi kebahagian tu.
Ada Allah dalam hati, insyaAllah hati juga akan bahagia.

Kebahagian bersyarat ini juga satu penyakit kronik, 
hanya mampu diubati oleh hati itu sendiri.

How do you see the world, how do you see “your world”

Reflect ourself.
 How can we be happy, give love to other people while we are hating ourself??!!

The turning point is in you!! YOU YOU YOU!!

ME ME ME!!

To be happy, firstly, we must be grateful and to be grateful, we must belief.

Kerana orang yang paling berjaya ialah orang yang takwa dan bersyukur.

Jika kita berjaya, tentulah kita bahagia kan?

Akan tetapi, kejayaan yang bagaimanakah?
The success that have been stated above, takwa dan syukur.

How can we become happy when we forget to be grateful?

That’s the key. Then, how can we be grateful?

We cann’t just say I’m grateful.

It is not about being grateful in that such way, but be grateful from your HEART.

Even when your heart is too dirty or ugly, and you say you can’t be happy.

No!! Remember! You still have the opportunity to change your life.

What is that kind of opportunity? It is we are still ALIVE.

That is the first thing that we need to be grateful.

Then, start look at the “small” things that count!! Look with your heart, ok?!!

Prof Muhaya teaches us to do “JURNAL KESYUKURAN”.

Kita cuba jadi orang yang melihat kepada kebaikan.

We should list down at least 3 things that we grateful everyday.

For example, reflects yourself,

Breath in deeply, hold and breath out. Feel it!!

“Yeah! I’ve still alive. Alhamdulillah.”

Wake up and recite “Doa bangun tidur”

“Alhamdulillah. I still have hand, mouth to recite dua”

“I have water for taking bath”

“I can feel and see the flow of the water”

BIG WARNING!! Janganlah pula berlama-lamaan dalam bilik air.

Hehe. Tempat syaitan tu.

Kalau kita lama kat tempat dy, so ke arah manakah kita? You know what I meant.

Cuba untuk minimakan tempoh tu. Toksah (takyah) dok berangan sangatlah. Syaitan tu yang dok bisik tu.

BEWARE.

Secondly, JURNAL KESEDARAN. List down our attitudes or

We should list down things that we do/did when we meet / treat other people.

Eg;

-kita jumpa orang, kita tanya nama atau tak, kita dengan orang lain kita hargai atau kita kritik dia. Kita jumpa orang, kita sibuk untuk bercakap atau kita mahu mendengar?

-We are busy to GIVE / TO GET??

Jadi, apabila kita jumpa orang lain: Hargai, sebut kebaikan dan jangan kritik!!

Next step, she teaches us to do “JURNAL BUKTI” (Evidence journal)

We may jot down what are the consequences after we’ve become grateful or any changes

For example;

Hari ini aku senyum pada hampir semua orang yang aku jumpa, 

Alhamdulillah murah pula harga nasi aku hari ni, atau mungkin dipermudahkan tak ramai orang beratur”

(Ini untuk contoh pelajar universiti lah. Saya la tu.hahaha.

Banyak lagi contoh, seperti, aku rasa semakin sihat, tadi jalan tak jem, etc.

Itulah antara intipatinya.

May we able to do good things, insyaAllah we’ll be happy.

If you want to watch this slot, you can just watch it at youtube "Positif pagi TV3 Mencari Bahagia bersama Prof Dr Muhaya"

No more LAB SESSIONS

Assalamualaikum.

Minggu ni agak lapang sikit,

makanya berkesempatan untuk update blog.

It is already fourth of February.

This semester will be ended on mid of April.

As this semester end, it means I'll also finish my diploma.

InsyaAllah

As i'm already part 6, my schedule is not too pack as compared to juniors' or past few semesters.

Besides, I'm in old cohort, in which Diploma in Science has new cohort with 5 semester.

The old cohort is a program consists of 6 semester.

Hence, our batch's schedule is not so packed as juniors'.

I've seen their schedule.

It is PACKED!!

Then, it makes me feel grateful for where I am right now.

This is my timetable at the beginning of this semester (part 6)

Tak pack langsung kan.

Timetable after all of the lab sessions FINISH!!

This is the moment that most of DIS students are waiting for.hohoho

The subjects that part 6 student from DIS take

As the lab sessions was ended, hence there are lab reportS are waiting to be done.

This weekend is about finishing my lab reports.

As this coming week is not full of tests or quizzes,

so the next coming weeks will be packed with tests and quizzes.

As student, I'm also still learning to manage my time wisely.

Managing time is not only for parents, or workers, or management student.haha

It is for human being, whom that already know what they want to do in their life.

Therefore, determine want you want to do in your life,

what or who you want to be in the future,

START PLANNING guys!!!

Till we meet again~

CHOOSING

Assalamualaikum

May Allah bless us

You choose!!!

Choose lagi. Hehehe.

Ok wani, ni bukan previous entri, ni entri bru, dok choose choose tak sudah.

Hahahaha.LoL. Read: lots of love

But somehow, most of the time, we need to make a CHOICE, we need to CHOOSE.

And by means of CHOOSE, CHOOSE IT WISELY geng!!

Even in daily life, we have to make a wise choice, a good decision for all.

Hence, you need to CHOOSE!!

For example, a worker has to make a decision in choosing which route is better or faster to reach his / her office.

We (student) must identify which study methods is good for us,

suitable for us.

What are the consequences if i do / not doing this or that?

What are our priorities?

We need to THINK, and CHOOSE!

And the example goes on n on n on.......

As a university student, i learn lots of things. Some give me lessons, some give me inspirations, some make me wonder, some make me sad.

As a conclusion of things that i've learned and still learning, it is about CHOOSE.

The choices are in our hands, but the results will be His.

We can choose who we want to be friend, who we want to be closed, how we want to treat them, things that we want to share with them, things that we shouldn't share with them, etc.

As diploma student, being not-too-busy-but-yet-to-busy, i realise that i need to make a choice.

It is about me, about myself, my life, about what i wanna do in my life, who i'll be in future.

All in future start from NOW.

>the way you do anything is the way you do everything<

Life is complicated.

Yes, i realise it.

But there is a thing that we should realise it too.

Life is a blessing.

Merciful Allah.

If you think life is complicated, then, make it simple!!

We might not able to make it simple, but at least we try.

I know i'm just 20 (will turn 21 on coming november) years old girl.

But i've seen various things happened, and i learn from it.

I'm not saying that i'm pro.

I'm just trying to share my thinking for your goodness.

It will help me too, because this will be a reminder for myself too.

5 semesters in diploma.yet to finish 6 semesters and also finish diploma. InsyaAllah. :)

Lesson learned:

1# if you have a dream, you have to protect it.

Be brave to protect it.

2# define your goals clearly.

Be specific, and notify if almost everyday.

3# DETERMINE:

- ways to achieve it. Things that will help you in achieving your goals.

- Things that will make you far from your goals.

4# then. DO IT!!

For those 4 steps, we must have Allah in our heart.

Pray to Him.

If you want it, go for it, be ready to fight for it, pray for it.

Pray, may Allah help us in achieving our goals

Pray, may Allah give us strength to fight for it.

Pray, may Allah show us the best way for us.

RESPECT

Lain orang lain impian

Lain cara untuk kecapi impian tersebut

Mungkin impian kita sama

Tapi tak serupa

Mungkin juga serupa tapi tak sama

Mungkin sama tapi cara kita berbeza

mungkin... mungkin.... dan mungkin......

RESPECT EACH OTHER

Senior tingkatan 5 aka ketua blok selalu berpesan kepada kami adik2 jagaannya

supaya hormat sesama sendiri.

Kak ayuz.

Yes! It is true.

As a child, we need to respect our parents.

As a student, we need to respect our lecturers.

As a friend, there are also things that we need to respect our friends'.

Respect other opinions,

respect other people,

respect their decision

respect their private life

respect other people not for making them respect us,

because there is time they will not respect us,

but respect them because we have to

For the sense of humanity

As a muslim, Islam teach us to respect other people.

even our friends.

p/s:

Kalau kita tak mampu ajak seseorang itu ke arah kebaikan

Jangan pula ajak paksa dia ke arah keburukan.

Akhirul kalam

How do you feel......

Assalamualaikum

May Allah bless us,

This will be a quick, short entry.

*I'll try. heee :)

HOW DO YOU FEEL AT THIS MOMENT?

I feel full of ideas to write, updating this blog.hehehe

HOW DO WE FEEL?

It is still depends on us.

We decide.

Ya ya ya!

I know, some may not get it,

some may want to scold my statement above.

I know we can't choose what we want to feel.

There is sorrow,

there is joy,

there is happiness,

there is sadness,

there is mix feeling.

What i really mean is we choose, we decide how long we want to hold it.

I've been hurted, i've felt pain, i've felt stupid,

i've felt bad,

You might have felt it too.

But we need to decide how long we want to feel sad or any else.

This short story will clarify my statement:

A teacher hold a glass filled with plenty of water in front of the class.

She started to ask her students, 

"this glass is half of full or half of empty?",

while showing the glass.

Some of the students said, it is half full of water, and some said it is half empty.

Then,

the teacher said,

"it is not the matter of half full or half empty, it is about how long i hold this glass.

If i hold it for a second, it wouldn't be a problem even the glass is full of water.

But if i hold it for an hour, it will be a problem, right? Even the glass is empty."

Got it?

I think it is already explained clearly.

Till we meet again~

I CHOOSE

I do it because . . . . . . .

I stay because i want to stay

________________

You said i don't talk much

Because . . .

I don't want to talk nonsense things

I don't want to add my sins

I choose it!!!

:)

You said i'm strong

I'm strong (perhaps)

Because . . .

Do i have to show my weakness?

Only certain people know my flaws,

yet they still accept me for who i am

Allah the Most Merciful

There is no need for me to show my flaws or hide its for you to love me

I'll just be myself

I chose to be strong for my own goodness,

 for my family,

for those who love me  for who i am includes my weakness,

not for those who love me because of my strength ONLY,

I choose to be strong for my future

I want to be a strong woman

So i have to be strong from now on

I choose it!!!

You said that i look like feelingless

Because . . .

I choose not to share what i feel with the wrong one

Because . . .

I don't want to let my feeling ruins my day, my aim, my future, my life . .

Even so, sometimes i've been weird / moody not in a good mood

Come on, i'm still trying!!

Forgive me

I do it because . . .

I choose it!!!

Feed the "right one"!! :)

You said "i don't have problems"

How can you know my problems by just looking or staying with me when i'm happy???! Tell me!!

Do i have to share all of my problems to you, to all of the people around me??!!

I don't want to let my problems be my focus

I have other important things to think about, to focus on,

Only Allah can help me to fix my problems

You may know my problems

You may able to help me to figure it out

But all of it will only happen when Allah allow it to happen

I choose it!!!

Well, have you ever heard a song from Lenka, trouble is a friend.

Be good with it, it will be good with you.

:)

I am happy

Because . . .

I don't want to be sad,

I choose it

I want to live happily

I don't want to torture myself

Why must you or me torture our hearts, our life just because it is meant to happen to us??

Sometimes it happened because of our own actions.

Learn from the previous mistakes!!

Mistakes are not happened to regret, but to learn from it! To be a lesson in later days.

Come on!!! We just have ONE LIFE!!

Live it to the fullest!!!

It is all because I CHOOSE IT!!

I want to be a good teacher to myself, a good student to myself.

If you want it

You choose it

YOU MUST FOCUS ON IT

YOU MUST FIGHT FOR IT

FIGHT BECAUSE YOU WANT TO WIN (ACHIEVE IT)

Not because you afraid of lossing it

If it is meant to happen, it will happen. InsyaAllah.

One of the good songs that motivate me is I DECIDE by Lindsay Lohan.

One of my new favourite songs. hehehe

I got to know this pretty song from my dear Aina.

Thank you. <3

I decide how i live

I decide who i love

~~~~

I DECIDE!!