April 10, 2017

Every creation ain't perfect 

Perfect is just for the CREATOR

There is no harm of getting it wrong after trying to get it right

There is no harm of failing after trying to pass it

A snail or a rabbit, trying along the way, till the end, it's the matter

Try harder 

Try smarter

Try wiser

😉😉😉

💪💪💪

Remember: You will when you believe 🎶🎓

Learned

Assalamualaikum (jawab ye. Jawab salam itu kan wajib, terima mendoakan kesejahteraan :) )

There were many things happened these few months ago.

It was stressful

It was upsetting

It drove me crazy hahaha

Somehow, i have learned few things.

Here it is:

1) Do something lillahi Taala. 

     We will only know our intentions when        we are under pressure or we didn't                received any gratification.

2) Test can be a reminder, as well as to                make us stronger.

     TEST can help as to know others' better,        and the most important thing is, it help          us to know OURSELF!!😎

3) We must not depend on or expect others        to fill the emptiness in our soul.

     It is our responsibility to do so.

4) Always have in faith in God. Have faith in     Allah, the Creator.

    We need to put all of our hearts, minds,         souls when spending time with Him.

    Put all those dunia things aside.

    Open your mind, your heart to pay 100%       attention to Him.

Till now, i'm still struggling with myself, to be better.

I keep reminding myself all of those things that i've mentioned above ^

---ALLAH WILL NOT CHANGE ONE UMMAH, UNTIL THEY CHANGE WHAT'S INSIDE THEM---

I need to reset my mindset. :-D 

(hot) CPC

03 May 2017
Wednesday

CPC is about an obese child which suffering from Prader-Willi syndrome (point mutation)
He is also suffering from Diabetes Mellitus (DM), hypertension (HTN), hyperlipidemia (HL) and hypercholesterolemia.
Doctor that presented this case told us that according to research, the lifespan of PWS patients is near to normal lifespan.
But the case was about a teenager, and can he really able to survive for about 40 years more...? Everyone in the hall wonder as our Dean mentioned it.

...... I'll get around this story. 😀

4th week of MBBS

Assalamualaikum

4th week of module

If + eidul adha = 5th week

I'm enjoying my degree life, my mbbs

The subjects are interesting.

That's the reason why i feel quite fun learning medicine.

But the contents are a lot.

It is okay, my father once told me that

"if other people can do that, why won't you?"

InsyaAllah, i can make this through.

I'll try my very best!

Allah please help me. Amin

My cousin (whom is a MO already)

Told me that;

Once you enter this medicine, you must have willing to sacrifice your precious (sleeping) time to study.

You just need to study.

You can do it.

She said those, and i hope so. Heee

What ever field you're in, please do your very best.

Allah have chose us to be in our place,

Be grateful. :)

Degree!!!!

Assalamualaikum

Hai hai hai

3 september 2016
Dalam auditorium 1, menunggu taklimat

I'm officially student year 1 mbbs240

Finally!!! The day come

Okay, no time to relax, to fun gile2,

Time to achieve my dream!!!

I'm glad, grateful and thankful to Allah.

I got the opportunity to further study with my best friend.

Only some people get this oppurtunity, only few get chances to further their dream.

Hence, i MUST do my very best in this degree.

Allah have give me this chance, i need to grab it!!

Alhamdulillah.

And to fellow friends, please do your very best in your study, eventhough it might seem tough / difficult / boring or whatever -ve thinking.

Allah give us so many to thankful rather than to complain of.

Dah lepas taklimat rasa bersemangat sangat!!! Hahaha ;)
Tambah pula nyanyi lagu wawasan setia uitm, agak menusuk juga lah.
Yang bestnya ada kampus sg buloh!!!
Wahh!!! Manyak syok maaa. Hahaha :)
Ok semangat dah datang, ayuhlah kejar impian!!!
INGAT MAK AYAH!!! Ngee

May Allah give us strength and hidayah

2am

It's 2 am right now, going to sleep.

But something does bother me. >_< 

The result (penerapan uitm) will be on the next monday 8/8/16

I think i'm totally doomed!!!

The closer the date, the more stressful i am.

I'm somehow quite excited to know which field i'll be studied in, for my degree.

But . . . . .

I'm quite afraid of something.

Ok, my first choice is mbbs240 sarjana muda perubatan dan sarjana muda pembedahan

2nd: sarjana muda fisioterapi (hons)

3rd: sarjana muda sains (hons) kimia forensik

I do love biology, i do fall in <3 in chemistry, i'm happy to study physics.

Hmmm why did i put fisio as my second choice????? It should be forensic chem.

Some of my friends did said "sure you'll get mbbs"

Ohhhh come on. >...<

It makes me more scared, almost loss my mind

The overthinking dramas start with,

If i get the 1st choice (mbbs), i'm questioning myself:

"Can i go through that??"

"Do i really deserve it??"

"Then, physician will be my career, can i cope with 'their' lifestyle, more to the schedule, the super hectic life?? I want to have fun with my family too, i want to spend my time with my parents, eventhough i'm working"

"How i'll study the MEGA amount of medical stuffs??? Can i?? Will i able??"

>>…<<

The lists continue . . . . .

Next, if i get the 2nd choice which is fisio . . .

Oh myyyyy, i'm questioning myself, why did.  i put that course as my 2nd choice :'( 

I really cann't imagine how i'll work in that career.

In simple word, i just don't want. . . .

Next, 3rd choice (forensic chem)

It should be my 2nd choice.

My lecturer said that this course is major in chemistry and the forensic is just a minor part.

Sometimes, i do hope, if i didn't get the 1st choice, please give me this choice.

But, logically, how can the admin skip the 2nd choice and give me the 3rd choice.

But Allah have power to do that.

I hope time will be so smooth and slow, after the result came out. :-D 

I just need to express it.

I just need to say it out.

I'm not expecting much, just for self satisfaction

Thank you family, friends, people, having faith in me. :'( 

Sorry if i've disappoint you.

What ever will be, may Allah give us strength and patient to go through it, together

I don't know the course that i'll get

>really hope that i'll be studying medicine with aina asyran ;-) <

But i'm pretty sure that Allah know the best for me.

Suddenly, feeling sinful :'(