14/12/2020 1:51PM

 

Is that right?

Is what I’m doing right now is right?

Am I doing it because of Him?

Am I doing it to gain His blessings?

Am I doing it sincerely?

Or am I doing it based on my interest?

Am I doing it just because I think it’s good for me?

Is it really good for me?

I did almost everything that I could.

I join classes, I buy Ebook, just to gain more knowledge.

Gaining more knowledge so that I will not repeat the same mistake, that I will not fail the same test again,

With a hope that this time I do it with a knowledge, not blindly making dumb decision and judgement again.

With a big hope that I would gain what I work on.

Then, I ask myself again, “Am I really doing this sincerely? To gain His blessings? Or am I just doing it to get what I want? Am I?”

Show me guidance..

Show me which path should I take to obtain Your blessings..

Guide me..

Enlighten me..

Bless me..

 

I have to remind myself, regardless of what I did, it is He, whom will determine what is the best for me.

I must remind myself, to be sincere in what I’m doing right now, to open my heart, to be ready to accept whatever the outcomes could be.

Kun faya kun <3