Still the same

I keep asking, why this thing happens again.
I'm feel like kind of fed up with that thing, keeps happening again
I've been mad
I keep denying
I keep asking it to stop
I keep thinking why it happens again

But then I realised
Allah give me this challenge, again, because maybe I didn't succeed it during back then
Yeah, I realised that I just keep blaming why it happen, without realising that actually, that things happen just to make me closer to Him, just to make me learn something from it.
Yes, I didn't learn anything from it, during back then.
Hence, it happens again.
From now on, I just hope that I accept this challenge with my heart, I want to redha with this thing.
I want to be better by this challenge
I want to be professional
I will prioritize my life
I will give commitment accordingly
I want to be more focus on my priorities, which are among of them are to be a better person, to be a pious person, to love Allah more, and to beloved by Allah 💪😉