Feel the pain

Assalamualaikum.

Hai hai hai.

13 November 2015, Friday

1.14 am

Aq tulis entri ni dlm kemurungan emosi kurang memberangsangkn stabil

This entry is somekind of my confession.

Stay away to avoid vomit due to disgusting sentences in this entry.

Hahaha

Tamatlah penantian utk semester 5.

Result dh keluar.

Time to do postmortem for what i've done in semester 5.

Lahai syg.

Aku tak tau lah nak ckp apa.

But all that i know is YOU'LL GET WHAT U DESERVE!!

And yah, i got what i deserve.

Before i checked the result just now, i keep reminding myself:

EXPECT LESS, HURT LESS

After i checked the result, here is my new quote:

EXPECT NOTHING, HURT NOTHING

Hahahahaha

Before i checked the result,

All of those memories during semester 5 running in my mind.

It's just like a flashback that we watch in the films.hahaha. Like seriously!!!?

After i checked the result,

First thing to do, i need to feel the pain.

Yeah! I meant it!

FEEL THE PAIN!!

Just like stated by dr beni isman on his blog.

Second thing may be i need to do postmortem for what i have done in semester 5 which cause me to get such result.

 Third thing is to RISE AND SHINE!!

It's okay to fall, so that you can wake up.

I still have 1 more semester to go.

And i really CAN NOT miss this last opportunity in DIS (Diploma in Science).

Time to do reflection.

FEEL THE PAIN, so that you know how to push yourself back,

so that you know how it feel,

so that you will do something, give efforts to avoid from feel it in the future!!

Aq tak tahu samada aq berpeluang lagi ataupun tak utk further study in medicine.

I really wanna be a doctor, actually psychiatrist, or a surgeon.

But, ALLAH KNOW!!

I need to fight more!!

Allah know the best for us.

Wahai hati, bersabarlah.

Sampai ketemu di entri akan dtg.

Wassalam~ (*)